Fun with Nuns

I just got back from a long weekend at Josh's house on Monday. It's felt so boring around the house without him to keep me company and without us doing things together. We met his college friend for lunch, perused the stores in 2 different malls, got my ear pierced (my 6th piercing), saw his best friends' hockey game, went out to drinks at a bar with his group of friends, learned how to roll a proper joint from an expert, made dinner for 2 and an Oreo pie, inherited a weed bowl from his friend (then bought our own), smoked almost every day I was out there, went to a baseball game with my family, and laid in the sun for hours with no real plan for the day. We did a lot of stuff from when I got there last Thursday to when I left on Monday. It seems really stupid, but it was such a perfect mini vacation. The biggest responsibility I had while there was watching his 2 young nephews for maybe 15mins. There was no doing dishes or vacuuming or dusting or laundry or cat boxes or work. It was just Josh and I doing whatever we wanted. In the original plan, his parents weren't supposed to be home but shit happened and they couldn't go to Virginia as planned. But Josh and I made the most of what we had, and it was awesome. It was relaxing going out onto his deck late at night and smoking together. I had just learned how to smoke a bowl with a pipe so I was trying it out as often as possible. He and I would just chill there and talk and take in the world. The stars were beautiful the last night I was there. You just take in the smells and sights and feelings. I learned that smoking a bowl doesn't get me insanely high, but just enough to feel it and feel silly. And very hungry. The first night I got so high that I don't even remember what I did in bed with Josh. I'm assuming it's good because he told me I should get high before sex more often. Whatever I did, it was clearly liked. Overall, it was an awesome little stay-cation. On Friday we're planning another sleep over with Andrea and Daniel this time. We're gonna go in his pool, drink, make some weed brownies, maybe go to a strip club, and enjoy ourselves. I've never really felt this type of freedom before to just do whatever I wanted and go with the flow. Is this what summer is supposed to feel like?

Cee-Lo

**This was supposed to post 6/14 but I suck and it didn't post, so here it is. Just pretend this was from a couple weeks ago, k? K.**
I feel like I'm really starting to get back to who I was before the semester took so much out of me. I've been able to have some fun and relax, finally. Andrea and I went out for dinner and drinks last week and it was so much fun seeing her again and laughing together. I've been slowly cleaning my room over the course of the last week or so, and I'm actually enjoying it. It feels good to organize and get everything cleaned up.
Last night Josh and I went to a Rise Against concert, which is one of my favorite bands. It was a little chilly, but feeling the music flow through you does wonders for your mood. You don't just hear the music, you actually feel it. It was still early after the concert, so we decided to get together with his friends. We grabbed some alcohol from Josh's house, got some mixers, then headed over. It was 3 of his guy friends there and I was a little nervous at first. I want his friends to like me, and I didn't want to stand out as being that annoying girlfriend that goes to Guy's Night. I soon fell into the flow of things and it was so much fun. We all drank and played dice and bet money. There was a lot of drinking and laughing and cursing and it was perfect. I fit into their group and it felt right. I didn't feel like the odd man out. We played for a couple hours and left around 2:30am. I put down $50 and won back $46, so I think I did pretty good for my first time around. By the time we got home and settled it was a little after 3am. It was the most fun I've had in such a long time. I hope this is what my summer will be like.

Lo-Fi

It's been a long time coming, but it finally came. I graduated with a degree. I did well in everything and made it past this school. I'm done with community college and moving on to a more reputable college. The only thing I'll miss is the familiarity I had with it. It's hard for me to get mental maps of new places so I find it difficult to visit unknown places. The new college is much bigger than either of my previous colleges. I'm beyond nervous, but also excited. This Thursday I have my credit evaluation and I'll see how much longer I have until I achieve a BA. Then I'll do at least an MA with hopes and dreams of a PhD.
Now that school is out of the way, I feel happier. The stress and depression are still there, but they're fading. I think I'm getting back to my normal bitchy, and  sarcastic (to a fault) self. That's really how you know I'm coming back. I start getting more aggressive and tease everyone around me. I'm slowly resurfacing once again.