Thursday, October 10, 2013

Joe

I went to Joe's house. What did he want to talk about? He wanted to apologize to me. He said he was sorry for cutting communication off between us. I wasn't expecting that. At all. I've never really heard him apologize so sincere before. It was nice. I accepted his apology and we hugged. He smelled so good. Like a fresh shower smell mixed with some cologne. Memories came flooding back about how he and I fucked around a while ago. Those were fun times, but I can't continue that type of relationship now. I have Bambi. Joe pushed himself onto me a bit and said he has "an insatiable lust" for me. He even hinted at wanting to be my boyfriend. The way we were talking was so open and free, and it was like old times. After debating whether sex was an option, I had to leave. He and I walked together to the bus stop talking about shrooms and other hallucinogens. I want to try some of them. Joe says you get much more spiritual while on them. I wouldn't mind taking a look at my inner self and getting some answers. Maybe I'll try it. But that was my day yesterday. It went well. I got resolution.
Now, I'm on my way to school. We have a photography session today with the club. I'm excited. Today will go fast. Then tomorrow. Then ComicCon. I like it.

No comments:

Post a Comment