Ups and Downs

I've been busy I guess. Lots of people coming and going from my house. My brother's friends, Bambi, and NUMEROUS contractors (we're getting a whole new kitchen and dining room).
Bambi came over on Wednesday. We met in front of my house and we walked to my neighbors house. We held hands and smiled and talked. We let the dog out and sat down. I put my legs on him and we talked, nothing sexual. We let the dog in and headed home. I made us each a bowl of chicken ramen. He showed me how to cook ramen the "right way" and we laughed together. I felt like a married couple (I know, that sounds dumb). We ate together and talked. Then we went and watched Youtube videos on the Xbox. Our bodies were intermingled and we were laughing nonstop. My parents came home and we watched tv with my mom. Dinner came soon and we had burgers. My parents ignored Bambi and I. They paid more attention to my brother and his friend. Oh well. We ate and then watched more tv. Bambi's father came and picked him up a little while after dinner. He and I didn't do anything sexual, and maybe kissed a handful of times. Yet, we both had so much fun just enjoying each other's company. I really see myself being in a stable relationship with Bambi.
Anywho, the next day, I invited Leo to come over. He met me in front of my house in his BSA uniform and we walked to my neighbors house for the dog. We talked and laughed. When we were in private inside the house, he wanted to get touchy and hug me. I hugged him but I wouldn't let it go further. We just continued talking and catching up. We soon left the house and I walked him to the bus stop. We waited and waited but every bus passed us by. Jerks. I felt bad but I had to leave him there alone. The last thing I needed was for my brother to tell my mom I disappeared for too long. I went home and relaxed. I enjoyed the time with Leo. It was nice to be able to talk and catch up. I spent that night on the phone with him for 3 1/2hrs as well. The conversation started happy but took a turn. I told him about how I hung out with M and that I actually liked her a lot. He seemed upset about it. We both brought up more serious topics like college, his senior year, the military, and our ex-lovers. Eventually, we got tired and said goodnight. I stayed up for a good 2hrs after we hung up. I just thought about my future, Bambi, Leo, my family, and the military. My mind wouldn't shut up. However, I eventually went to sleep.
I woke up this morning and felt good. I have no idea why, but I went on with my morning. I washed my face and brushed my teeth. For the first time in over a week, I was able to brush my hair. I had a date. Bambi and I were going out to lunch and see a movie. I met him at Applebee's and we ordered the usual green bean crispers and an entrée. I had pre-ordered movie tickets so we could skip the line. We arrived to the movie and they asked us for ID. It was a rated R movie so we need to be 17 or older (which we are). The guy said he needed ID or we couldn't see the movie. We don't have city, state or federal IDs so we were screwed. I had already paid for the tickets and wanted to get my money back but they needed my debt card. It was home. Of course. There were also no other movies we wanted to see. So he gave me the tickets and said that I could come back within a month and see a movie for free using those tickets. Fine. We left the theater and headed to a GameStop. I bought Pokemon White I and then went to Hagen Daaz. We had ice cream and decided to head to my house. We hung out at my house and played Pokemon together at my dining room table. Nerd love. We sat outside and waited for his parents to come. They were going to get vests, shirts and bowties for the training tomorrow at the catering hall. I was coming along. His parents showed up and we got into the car. That's when Bambi changed. He got silent and depressed looking. He wouldn't speak to anyone. Antonio and I talked instead. We discussed college and Pokemon and other assorted things. Bambi was quiet. We went shopping and Antonio and I were fooling around with some tags on the hangers. Bambi was quiet. His mother and I talked about a pair of earrings. Bambi was silent. Antonio and I continued to playfully bicker and talk. Bambi didn't say a word. We decided to go to a diner. We all sat and talked and ate and were happy. Bambi didn't participate. His mom asked him a question and he ignored her. It started to annoy me at how cold he was being. In the car ride back to my house, he reclined in the backseat and ignored everyone. He went from being sociable and laughing to silent and depressed. I don't understand. What happened? Was it me?