Wednesday's post!
So Wednesday, I had school. The commute was normal, and I got there early. I played some Pokémon and then began my day. Classes were pretty normal, but I felt exhausted. I had the weirdest dream that night. It started out where my family and I were at the airport. We saw a bunch of soldiers being shipped out, so we watched as they hugged goodbye and boarded the plan. Their families cried and the plane disappeared. Next thing I know, my mom suggests a road trip type thing to PA. She says that Bambi and I can go together and they'll catch up with us later. I arrived to the hotel without him, but I had another guy I know, Michael, instead. We talked about Pokemon and who would sleep in each bed. He was just sharing the room with me till Bambi got there. There was a knock on the door and some of the frat/sorority people were there. They gave me a flyer saying I was invited to a private concert featuring OneRepublic, Rise Against, A7x and some other bands. I accepted, then went back inside. I remember the room having a GameCube too. But then I woke up. It was an odd dream, that's for sure. I was thinking about it all day. If I went into the military, my family would be the ones crying and saying their goodbyes. I hate thinking of them being sad and worried. Even though we fight, I wouldn't want them feeling that way.
My thoughts drifted from my future, to Leo's. What if he goes into the service and comes back injured for life? On the way home from school on the train, I thought of something. Maybe I should email Leo. I just want to smooth out any hard feelings. But then again, I don't want to keep opening up old wounds. If he's over me, he's over me. I want him to move on, not to dwell on me. I'm giving this way too much thought. I'm sure by now he's past this, and past me.
By the by, I don't know what the fuck I did to the text. I can't fix it. Send help...
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