Left Out. Again.

Today was my day off. I slept till around 9:30am then got out of bed. I heard the TV on downstairs. Erik was home. Why? It was raining. So I had to watch Erik and deal with him screaming at a video game screen. Great. I just drowned him out with anime. I finished an anime and cried. It brought back thoughts of how I graduated from high school. It made me sad.
I watched more anime and my mom came home. She said Bambi's mom sent her a text asking if I could go with them on a weekend trip to PA. Bambi had mentioned it to me a few days ago and said it was in a couple weeks. Bambi's mom said it was this weekend coming up. My mom said I could go. Sounds perfect, right? Nope. Bambi didn't tell me ahead of time so I didn't ask my boss for the weekend off. I'm working Saturday and Sunday 6-1. I can't go on the trip because Bambi didn't give me dates. He said it was in a few weeks. So I could have gone. My parents both said yes. However, I'm working. I would try to ask for the days off but I can't. Billy left already, Joey is leaving in a few days, and Jena isnt back yet. It's just me and Ray as the day workers. I can't leave Jeff more understaffed than he already is. I can't go on vacation with Bambi and his family because of Bambi. He didn't give me advanced noticed. I feel left out. Everyone is enjoying their summer but me. I'm alone. Working. Watching my brother. Being lonely.