Maybe He Likes Me...

I made an impulse decision. I messaged Jojoe on fb. At first he was willing to talk, but then got angry and annoyed. He said to leave him alone. Once again, I fucked up. Maybe I'll try again in a few months. In the mean time, let me try to forget this ever happened.
The next morning, I had the early shift. Bob and I were alone for a bit before LD came. LD is always the divider between Bob and I. However, Bob was actually being nice. Instead of telling me to do something, he would ask. He bumped into me a few times and even said sorry. I thanked him for helping me with customers and was polite as I could be. Maybe he's starting to like me. I even messed up a couple orders and he didn't say anything. Usually he would be picking on me and insulting me. This time, he said nothing. It was a pleasant surprise. Work went by quick, thank god.
I got home and my mom asked me to make me a bagel. Bitches be funny. I just sat down with my corn muffin and diet peach Snapple and started eating. She looked annoyed but I didn't care. I finished eating and she offered to take me out to get a manicure with her. I agreed. We talked and had fun. We got home and I turned on my laptop. I've been getting obsessed with Sims 3. I made a character for Bambi and I. We live together, just how I want it to be. It's like living out my ideal future. So I played for a few hours then ate dinner. Then I went back to playing. I eventually turned it off and watched TV with my mom. She went to bed, and I played Xbox.
I talked to Bambi for a few hours. I've been feeling so in love with him lately. I've had dreams of him proposing and us having a family. I love him so much. He really is my everthing.
Anyway, I'm working 3 early shifts in the next week. Ugh. I'm working one tomorrow. Bob won't be there. Just me and LD. It should be OK I think. I'm taking advantage of the day I have off now. I'm gonna sleep, play the Sims, and sleep some more.