Saturday, August 17, 2013

Let's Get It Started

Last night, Leo and I spoke on fb. He was worried about my neck and the amount of medication I'm taking. He started getting a little too smothering, so I had to once again remind him that I'm with Bambi. He got upset and logged off soon after I told him I was happy with Bambi. I felt bad for upsetting him but I can't just let him proceed as if I'm his girlfriend, or a potential mate. I'm happy with Bambi. Very happy. Leo still has yet to talk to me all day. He's probably still upset. I feel terrible for hurting his feelings but he needs to remember I'm taken. Maybe I'm just a bitch. But I've made this clear before. I don't know.
Anyway, today was very boring. I just took my pills and was drowsy all day. I was lonely and told Bambi I missed him. He called me and we spoke for over an hour. He toured his college today. A trade school for audio engineering. He's very excited about it. He's going full time so he has class 5 days a week for 3hrs straight. It has all new studios and equipment. He also has a job interview on Tuesday. It's at a catering restaurant. He'll be making $50 for every party he works. There are 1-3 parties a day. He could be making a lot of money at this job. The more money he makes, the more likely it is that he and I can move in together. He's excited to start his life. I'm excited to start my life too. Hopefully someday soon, we can start our lives together.

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