Sunday, September 22, 2013

Seperate Lives

Yesterday, I worked 6-1. Getting up early isn't easy. It sucks. A lot. Bob was at work and we got along. He's actually saying he likes me now. Work is so much easier when people don't yell at you. The time went by kinda slow, but soon 1 o'clock came and I left. I went home, had an egg and cheese sandwich, then just watched TV. My mom came home and we did a family movie night. We watched the two most recent Star Trek movies. They were pretty great. My parents are both Trekkies, and now I see why.
Throughout the day, Leo and I were talking. He still loves me, as I do him. I recognize that this can't go on. I told him we live in sperate worlds now. We'll never be as close as before. He knows I'm right, but keeps on pushing for dates and time alone. It hurts both he and I when I have to reject him over and over and over again. How do I make him realize that what we had is fading? I'm still his friend without a doubt. However, I can't be his lover.

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