Thursday, September 26, 2013

What's a Relationship?

Since our meeting, Jojoe and I have spoken only once. It was brief, but showed that at least we are taking those baby steps.
Tuesday I had a 2hr math lecture followed by music class. We got our music tests back. I got a 78. Not my greatest at all, but it'll get better with time.
Yesterday I had more classes. It was a long day. But in the end, Elijah and I hung out and went home together. He really is becoming a good friend.
Today I have a photography club meeting. We're showing off pur pictures. I'm nervous that people won't like them. I want to impress people and make them like me. Let's see if that really happens.
While all of this school crap was going on, Bambi and I were fighting. I told him that being his girlfriend is like having a second job. It's true. I have to help him with his homework, make sure he sleeps, cheer him up when he's depressed, and censor myself around him. I can't mention Jojoe, Mimi or any past relationships I've had. He gets mad and offended. It's a lot of effort to put in to a relationship. I sometimes ask myself if it's worth it. I see Kyle and Jeremy. They're happy together and never fight (it's true, they don't). Is that what a relationship is supposed to be like?

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