You're Always on My Mind

Friday's are sort of like Josh and I's date nights. I go out to Jersey and we spend the afternoon/evening together and enjoy the little time we have. Friday's are always my favorite day. I was running late for my lecture this morning and I ran out of the house in a hurry trying to catch my bus. Next thing I know, JP pulls up next to me. He changed a lot but he was still himself. I didn't say much. I let him talk and cry and talk some more. It must suck to be him but it's one of those situations where you really just don't care. Should I get pizza or chinese food? It doesn't make much of a difference. I've never been able to sit there and watch someone cry without getting upset myself. All I was thinking about was Josh and if I was late for lecture. JP reads my blog so I can guarantee he'll see this soon. You can't forget someone or the history you share, but you can let that person go.
Josh picked me up after my class today and took me to my doctor appointment. He insisted he come and get me since I've made a lot of trips out of state for him. We headed back to his place and I love being immersed in his life. Whether it be meeting his aid, his nephew, a family friend, whatever. Eating together and getting coffee together and discussing movies and laying my legs on his. It's all so small and insignificant, but yet it means the world to me. We saw a car show in the city and it was nice. I'm not a big car person but it was cool to walk around and window shop and daydream about being able to afford fun cars to play with. I held Josh's hand as we walked around and talked. It was just so sweet. He's so sweet. This new chapter in my life is so sweet. And it doesn't have anything to do with JP.