I have officially gotten past the hardest final of the semester. I'm not sure if I kicked it's ass or vice versa, but I suppose time will tell. I only have one final left and I'm confident. My summer has pretty much already started.
I saw Josh today and I saw a sneak peek of the future. We wandered the mall and bought a few things and spent time together that wasn't outwardly too amazing, but pretty awesome to me. Sometimes I look at him when he doesn't know I'm looking. He really is the person I see to be in my life until the day I die. He's the sweetest and kindest person I know, and he's handsome as hell. He's just the right mixture of gentleman and asshole.
Josh bought me a cute swimsuit, which I'll be keeping along with a coverup at his house during the summer. We also went out and got the kind of tampons I like and I'm keeping those in his bathroom. I already feel like I'm making myself at home there. Now that I can drive, we have much more independence. We can go out whenever we want. I actually like driving. Today Josh and I had a car sing along to A Milli by Lil Wayne. Never in my wildest dreams last year did I think this is where I'd end up now. A new man, a new life, a new happiness, and a new perspective on life. If things are meant to happen, they will. If it isn't meant to be, it won't happen. Timing is everything, and I wouldn't change my past at all. Everything bad in my life has led me to this moment; sitting on the train watching the sunset and scenery fly by as I head home from a day with Josh. I can't think of a better way to spend my days.
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