Monday, December 16, 2013

Study Bug

Well, I was off from work on Saturday. I wanted to just sleep and watch anime, but of course not. My mom insisted I clean my room. Fine. I folded laundry and started to vacuum and organize. I went downstairs for a food break and she captured me. She wanted me to watch TV with her. She had been feeling sick the last few days, so I gave in. We watched TV and made small talk. I still hasn't happy with her. Dinner came, and then I had work early the next morning at 7am. I went right to sleep (or tried to).
The next morning at work was easy. Bob is being very nice to me, and I got to work with Jena and Kevin, whom I like a lot. I'm actually starting to kinda enjoy work. I find it fun when I work with people I like. Even the customers seem to have a better attitude. I wonder if maybe I'm the one with the better attitude, and not them..
Today I had my first 'real' final. I studied a bit and did some extra credit work for it on the side. I waited for my prof to grade it and I got a 104.36. Not too shabby if you ask me. After the test, I was relieved and happy. Jess and I hung out a bit, then she left and I found Elijah. We ran some errands around school then left. We talked on the train home and traded stories about anime. I really do like Elijah. Tomorrow I have my last 2 finals. Math then Music. Math is what I'm most concerned about, but music is no bargain either. For music, I need to be able to identify and explain 10 different classical songs from the Romantic Period. The composers include Chopin, Mozart, and Beethoven. It's so hard to be able to tell the differences between the songs and remember who wrote which one. Ugh. I've been listening to the same 10 songs on shuffle all of yesterday and most of today. I STILL don't have them done. I've also been reviewing my math. I've never been in math, but after reviewing and watching a few videos, I think I'm kinda prepared. Kinda. I think I may just need sleep. With a decent amount of sleep, I can remember things easier and focus better. Now if only I can convince my body to sleep..

On a side note..
I've been thinking of Leo since I saw him on Friday. Part of me is actually starting to miss him. I feel bad for what I did, but I just can't handle to bullshit. You know? I saw the look in his eyes when he passed me the second time. He looked dead. Lifeless. Nothing. It was so unlike him. I've been 100% feeling better, and I find myself being more open with Bambi. However, I'm still kinda second guessing my choice. Should I have snapped like that and left him? I'm not sure. But the deed is done. He is angry and upset and hurt. Even if I do go back, nothing good will come of it. An outside opinion would be awesome. Any advice?

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