Hell Week

Hell Week is taking its toll. We're all stressed and panicked. The show opens today. Yesterday was a mess. My song sucked. But before practice, M was crying. I went to comfort her and she told me that her and Leo had fought. I helped restore her smile, but seeing her cry made my heart break. I out sounded like Leo was picking on her, picking a fight. In practice she was better. Leo was noticeably upset, but I didn't care. M helped me dress and did my makeup. She was better and the show went on. During notes after practice, Leo was smiling at me. He wanted time alone with me. I wouldn't grant it. I tried to avoid him. I finished getting out of costume and makeup and he caught me in the hall. He pulled me aside and told me I did well in practice. He then gave me a tie pin to wear. He said he wore it to bring him luck sometimes. He said I should wear it to bring me luck too. It's still at home. I'm not sure if I'll actually use it or not. A teacher kicked Leo out of the school because he asked Leo to leave 10mins ago. So he yelled at Leo, and Leo left. Once he left, I began to cry. The pressure of the play got to me. The teacher saw this and he talked to me. He gave me a pep talk and encouraged me. I stopped crying then my mom picked me up. I got home, ate and fell asleep around 10:30. I needed that extra half hour of sleep, but even now I'm still tired. I'm a bit depressed and pissed. Stress. I hate stress. We open in 8hrs. Great.