Last Day of High School..

Well today was the last day I'll ever attend high school classes. Its kinda sad and depressing. All day, the seniors have just been messing around. Today was supposed to be senior prank day. We were planning a food fight during lunch but nothing went down. I was kinda looking forward to it. Oh well.
Anywho. Remember I was supposed to meet Leo this morning? We were going to meet outside since its nice weather. I got out of my dads car and went to walk to the field but someone saw me. He's a friend of mine and we started talking. I was caught. I couldn't go anywhere. I texted Leo and told him I couldn't make it. I felt so bad. So guilty. He said it was ok but told me to meet him after school in the field. I did. It took some effort, but I was able to escape from Bambi for a second. We talked for a second and I apologized for missing our meeting this morning. He said it was ok. We hugged. He kissed my cheek and I smiled. I told him that I'll miss him now that I won't be school anymore. He was silent. Then, he leaned forward and kissed my lips. It was only a quick peck but it was so soft and nice. I was kinda in shock. I giggled a bit and teased him saying he finally grew balls. He smiled then said I better get back to Bambi.
I left and returned to Bambi. He and I gathered our things and headed out. While leaving the building, I saw Leo. He and I made eye contact and smiled. As Bambi and I were walking to the bus stop, Leo was walking parallel to us across the street. I looked to Bambi and then at Leo. Leo and I made eye contact again. He smiled and I quickly looked away. I didn't want Bambi so see him. Bambi and I got onto the bus and talked. We were a normal couple. At the mall, he took off his watch. He always wears a watch on his left wrist. He cuts. He last cut a few weeks ago when he and I fought about something stupid. I cut too. I haven't cut in a while. Maybe a month or longer. I'm not as unstable as he is. I just have moments of weakness. But he and I discussed his depression and cutting problems. I want him to get help from a therapist or something but he refuses to talk to anyone. He doesn't want to ask for help. So damn stubborn. I guess I'm stubborn too though. Two peas in a pod. But now I'm on my way home. I'm not sure what I'm gonna do when I get home. Maybe get a bowl of ice cream. Coffee ice cream. Yea.
I need to clear my head. Leo kissed me. He really did it. I don't know what I should be most put off by; the fact that he kissed me, or the fact that I liked it.