Mission Complete..Sorta

Well, so much has happened. The show is over now. Finally. Life can now slow down and I can relax. I'm taking tomorrow off of school so I can sleep and rest. My ankle has been ridiculously swollen for the past few days. Its painful and gets stiff when I elevate it for too long. I don't know what I did to it, but I really fucked it up this time. I'm known for my weak ankles. I'm always twisting them or spraining them. Freshman year I needed a cast and crutches for about a month. So yea, that sucked. But anywho, I just need a day off. I've been so stressed with the musical and shit.
So, I went to find Leo on Friday before school. He wasn't there. I was hurt, and kinda angry. I needed to talk to him, and he wasn't there. He didn't text, call, message or email me. Nothing. I wanted to see what happened with the candy and with M. I spoke to him Friday before the show. Other people were there, so it wasn't just us. He seemed fine. Happy. I was laughing and joking but on the inside I wanted to punch him in the face. He was ignoring me. He sent me an email that night. He said his phone went missing backstage during the play and he hasn't been able to get online to talk. I suddenly felt very stupid. I got so mad at him for no reason. He finally found his phone on Saturday so I called him Saturday night. I explained to him my perspective and he got depressed. He said he had failed me. He hasn't there when I needed him. We talked for a few hours. I think 3hrs in total. I finally went to bed around 1:30am. I had work today (Sunday) from 7-2 then went to school to take down the set and costumes and stuff. I was crazy tired.
Clean up went till 4. Leo and I then took the bus together. Bambi wasn't around so he and I had some time alone. We needed to talk and resolve the problems we've had in the last few days. He explained that the candy in the script wasn't meant for Megan. It was meant for me. He put it in the wrong script by accident. Somehow, that made me feel a little better. But then I got on my bus home and he left. So much shit happened in the last few days. I cried for 45mins after the final show, my mom and I had a fight today (MOTHER'S DAY), and Jojoe is being cold. Remember him? I haven't mentioned him as of late. Look back in the first 2 posts to read more of him. But he's saying how he and I have changed. Our dynamic. I'm not even sure what that means. Well, I think that pretty much sums everything up. From now on, I'll be blogging more consistantly. Once a day. I think. Now, I'm off to bed. I need sleep.