Ever since I stopped talking to Leo, life has been simpler. I feel more open and free around Bambi. I let Bambi hold my phone today because I knew Leo's name wouldn't pop up. I've been moody since Leo and I last talked. I don't know what to do. Not talking to Leo is good for me. I feel less anxiety and more freedom. However, I know Leo is a mess. How can he not be? I was the last person who loved him. The last person he really cared about. I love him, I really do. But I had to choose. Me or him. I just want to relax and be happy. I have to choose myself. If I don't choose me, then I will most certainly go crazy.
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