Newfound Weekend

Turns out I had no work this weekend. The Bagel Shoppe was closed by the Department of Health. I don't know why it was closed, my boss didn't say. He said tomorrow is the earliest we'll be open, so if I'm lucky, no work next weekend either.
I spent my newfound weekend wisely. Saturday I went Christmas shopping with Mimi (surely you remember him from my old high school). We met up a little after noon and spent 5hrs just wandering and talking. I got a lot of shopping done too. My brother, my mom, a shirt for Bambi, and a shirt for his brother. I also bought a little something for myself. It's a cute cardigan from Charolette Rousse (or however you spell it). Jess from school is trying to help me get my style to be a little more girly. I don't know how I feel about it, but of course I will try.
Sunday I just slept in. I slept until around 11 and then watched anime on my laptop. I was very happy and relaxed until my mom told me to get up and dressed. I got dressed after waiting a few mins because I was lazy and tired feeling. When I got downstairs, she had changed her mind about going with me. So I got up for nothing. I spent the rest of the day watching tv and things of the sort. Boring. I wanted to be by myself, alone, in a caccoon of blankets with my laptop. That is my ideal day off.
Later, I took a shower. The shower was quick, but the time spent in the bathroom wasn't. I just laid on the floor to srraighten my back out. It was hurting a lot yesterday. I got comfortable and stayed for 2hrs. I was just thinking and feeling my skin. Not in a sexual way, but an exploratory way. Skin is so soft and sensual, but all it does is keep our organs inside. I don't know. I think about our purpose here on this giant floating rock. I think we happened on accident. There is no God or power above. I think that we spawned by chance and luck alone. Everyday I get a glimpse of the tall buildings and flashy lights of New York. It isn't all that great, yet people come from everywhere just to see it. The whole thing seems pointless, really. I can't see any real reason for us to exist. Can you?