I've
been feeling empty lately. Like something is missing. I'm going through the
motions of being alive. But I don't feel alive. I don't know what I feel. I
want to do something crazy and wild and new. I want to remember that I am in
fact alive. I wake up, do my 2hr commute, go to classes, do a 2hr commute home,
bullshit, then repeat the next day. I don't know what to do. I just want to
feel fulfilled; like waking up in the morning is worth it.
I
learned a couple days ago that Antonio (Bambi's older brother) has a new
girlfriend. It's his first girlfriend and she met his family after a week or so
of dating. Antonio obviously likes her, but Bambi said she was a little bitchy
and made a bad impression with his parents. I want to meet this girl for
myself. If she hurts Antonio, I'll hurt her. He is like a brother to me. I've
known him longer than I've known Bambi. I also want to make sure she
understands who I am. I've been with his family for over 2yrs. If she thinks
she's head bitch, she's dead wrong. You earn your place. From what I heard from
Bambi, she gave Antonio and their parents an attitude. That's not cool. At all.
Treat them with respect. Initially, I thought she sounded sweet and respectable
from the way Antonio described. Bambi claims something different. I wanna
decide for myself and meet her. I don't know when I'll meet her, but she better
behave.
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