Air

Well, Sunday I worked with Bob. He wasn't too bad. Bert warned me, and I thought I was going to be harassed by Bob all morning. He was civil. We talked a bit, then Joey came. Joey and Bob get along so Bob took it easy I guess. I didn't make a single mistake all day (which is more than Bob can say). I was proud of myself. So I worked, cleaned, then went home. I'm off all week until Friday. Thank goodness.
Sunday night, Bambi and I had a fight. He was mad at me still about not talking to him on Saturday. Then he got mad that I didn't text him much on Sunday. I worked then went shopping with my mom for school supplies. Then we went to Macy's and she bought me new clothes for when college starts. We got shakes at BK then saw The Conjuring. It was nice bonding time. I wanted to go to sleep since I was exhausted from the long day. However, Bambi was pissed about not talking to me. I logged onto Xbox so we could talk for a bit. We just ended up arguing. He was heated and said something about my eating habits. I've struggled for years to keep my anorexia at bay. I've done really well. But what he said struck a sensitive topic and I started to cry. I logged off Xbox and cried. Bambi texted me and I pulled myself together. I know him, and I can predict what he does. He was apologetic. I told him not to cut. My words came too late. He sent me pictures. There were about 4 cuts each small, but deep. I couldn't handle it. I just turned my phone off and slept.
I woke up this morning with multiple texts from Bambi. He was sorry. I felt fucking horrible. I made him cut. I made him feel guilty. He was doing so well with cutting. He had gone months without it. I said good morning to him and started my day. I got dressed and went to the bank with my mom. We withdrew all my money and then went to the Omega diner (someplace that has a lot of childhood memories). We talked and ate. After breakfast, we went to the Apple store. I bought myself a Macbook Air. Such a dandy little device. I've been playing with it all day.
Tomorrow, I'm going to Kyle's house for a sleepover. We need some best friend bonding. I'm sleeping over Tuesday night, then he's having a get together on Wednesday with all our friends. It'll be a good next few days. Let me enjoy the summer while it lasts.