Anything to Make Him Happy

Working 10-4 was easy. I closed the shop by myself. Usually there's 2 main people there and Albert who does the dirty work in the back. This time it was only me and Albert. I had to tell Albert what to do and when to do it. I was nervous about fucking it up. LD wrote me a list before he left that day. I followed the list and completed each task. Or so I thought. I told Albert to make ice but I guess he didn't understand. I also left some excess money in the register by accident. Both of these were not the biggest mistakes but I was still embarrassed that I didn't do it right. Oh well.
Yesterday was a boring day. I just hung around the house and did nothing. Bambi and I were planning for today. Today he's coming over since I have the house to myself for a few hours. We're probably going to have sex. But he also wants to try anal. I personally hate butts with a passion. However, he has a butt fetish. I told him over a month ago that we would try anal. I'm worried. I know it'll hurt and I'm not sure if I'll even like it in the end. I'm always willing to try something once, including this. But just because I'm trying it, doesn't mean I'm not scared.