Today I slept in till 11:30 then watched anime. I'm currently on Angel Beats!. It kinda sucked at first, but it started to finally pick up. I quickly got dressed and rushed out to see Mr. Caster. I listened to The Script and this small band called Pilot for a Day (PFAD). I highly recommend PFAD if you're interested in exploring upcoming artists. Anyway, I got to Mr. Caster's house and we watched Robin Hood. It was a pretty action-y movie, and not bad for the time period. After the movie, we talked for about an hour. Today marks exactly one year since his wife had died. They were married for 64yrs and got engaged only after a year of dating. He was so in love with her. The way he talked about her, and how he reminisced was so sweet.
Eventually, I headed home on the bus. OneRepublic started playing on my iPod. What song was it? Feel Again. Thoughts of Leo started the flood my brain. I remembered how we used to be, and all of our memories. It made me kind of sad. I listened to the song a couple times on repeat and just meditated on it. Then another song came on. It was a song by PFAD (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WJq-dDRlj_s). It made me think some more about the future. I don't want to be alone. I want to do what I want to do with someone behind me to back me up. I want to be like Mr. Caster and find that special person to love and adventure with until the day I die. He said the only thing he disliked about his wife is that she died before him and left him alone. I want to feel fulfilled when I die. I want to do something spontaneous and feel alive. No regrets.
Live fast, die young
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2uYs0gJD-LE
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