Dates and Bananas

Yesterday was my date with Bambi. When I woke up, my mom and brother were still home. Apparently my mom's car broke down so they couldn't leave. My mom wanted me to stay home and watch my brother while she went to work (using a rental car). I told her I couldn't, and left. I was running a bit late, but met up with Bambi. We ate and then began shopping. I found no earrings (which was slightly disappointing), but I went 50/50 on a gift for Antonio. Bambi had met a girl at a skateboard shop in the mall while he waited for me (she's an employee). Initially I was jealous, but I got over it. He seemed to like her and told me their conversation in detail. We went back to the skateboard shop and he said hello to her and introduced us. She seemed nice enough, but as we walked around the store, Bambi and her kept commenting on different things and smiling at each other. They were flirting. It got me kinda upset, but I didn't let him know. She's just an acquaintance that he'll probably never see again. There's no point in making a big deal out of it. We kept wandering and browsing stores. Eventually I had to go home. That girl lingered in the back of my mind. If we go back to the shop and she's there, I really don't want them talking and  stuff like they did yesterday. It was weird and made me feel kinda uncomfortable.
Today was really nothing special. I woke up and went to the phone store to see about upgrading my phone. I'm not due till August, and my phone is crap right now. I guess I just have to deal with it until then. My mom and I watched tv then a movie. It was a lazy day I suppose. Once everyone went to bed a couple hours ago, I got kind of horny. It isn't often I get that horny, and I certainly don't touch myself as much as normal people do. But I decided to experiment. I put a condom on a banana and created a ghetto dildo. It worked pretty effectively. Sex till hurts a bit which is weird, but I guess it's better to have a tight vagina than a loose one. I just laid back on my bed and went for it. It felt good, almost like if it were Bambi. I tried to do at least a little anal to prep for when he does it. I got a finger in (which is actually progress). Anyway, enough about my sexuality. I'm not too fond of talking about masturbation. Sex I'm fine with, but for some reason masturbation seems to always be weird. Maybe I'll discuss some of my sexual-ness tomorrow. Goodnight, and wet dreams.