My muscles have never ached so much in my life. My legs are killing me, my neck is sore, and I have a wicked headache. I had to work 10-4 today in this condition. It sucked, but I worked with Matt. He and I had never closed solo before, so today was a first. We talked and worked per usual. Then we actually engaged in serious conversation. I told him about my adventure yesterday, and we started talking about relationships. I told him I was always too self-conscious to really open up to people. Matt said I should always be confident and fuck what people think. It made me happy that he supported me. I was up on the ladder cleaning again, and my ass was eye level with his face. Once again, he commented on how it was in his way. I told him to quit staring and work, but he told me he could do two things at once. I was still cleaning and he came up behind me while I was on the ladder. He said he wanted to pick me up. I let him, and it was terrifying. He put me down and said I weighed about 110lbs. He's off by about 20lbs, but I'll take the compliment. Matt and I closed the store successfully and headed our separate ways.
I got home and my body was ready to give out. My mom wanted to use my laptop. Her laptop died maybe a week or so ago, and she's been insisting on using mine whenever she needs to do something. I give it to her, but I don't like her using it. I have personal stuff on my laptop, and I don't want her finding stuff that isn't meant for her. The other day she saw in my history that I had been looking at Columbia, and she pretty much mocked me. I'll admit it, I look at porn. I really don't want her finding the porn I watch. I also have pictures of me on the laptop that aren't exactly PG. In general, I just don't like people touching my stuff and going through my things. I told her she should order a new laptop for herself and she got pissy. She said it wasn't exactly at the top of her list of things to do. It takes like 10mins. She could have used the time she and I argued to buy a laptop for herself. I told her I bought the laptop with my own money. I did. I waited until a month before college to get a laptop because she didn't want me having one. Because I wasn't allowed to have one, I had to use my mom's for school work, emails, and Facebook. She said that since she let me use her laptop, I should let her use mine. Bullshit. Buy your own. I informed her that my laptop has had a password since the day I got it, and no one but me knows it. My mom said she'll turn off the internet if I don't let her use my laptop. I'm going to need this laptop for school in less than a week. I'll be gone from 7:30am-7:30pm when school starts, so good luck using my laptop without a password, bitch.
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