Just Another Weekend

I've been busy with work. Saturday I worked with Bob for a bit, then closed with Kevin. Bob gave me a hug and a kiss before he left as a late birthday present. It was kinda funny, and cute. Kevin and I closed solo with Albert. Matt stopped by to get some bagels, and I was up on a ladder. As Matt walked by, he said he was tempted to smack my ass (it was about eye-level with him). We continued some small banter, then he departed. We kept working, and finished closing on time. Kevin was nice enough to drive me home. I really like Kevin. He offered me a ride without even my asking. I thought that was nice. Then we talked a bit on the way to my house and blasted some Eminem. My dad seemed protective over the fact that a guy was driving me home, but he got over it I think.
Today I worked an early shift with Bob and Ray. It went pretty quickly, and wasn't too hard. Joe, Kevin, and Matt came later and we worked till I left at 1. I wish I could work with them all together more. I got home exhausted and my mom insisted I dust. I did, and she vacuumed. She took a while and even missed a few spots. I guess that's why she wants me to do it. I'm more efficient. We watched a movie (Mothman), and then went out to eat for my brother's birthday. He and I are exactly 7yrs and 7 days apart. He turned 11 today. We ate and talked and laughed as a family. We opened gifts when we got home. I got a Led Zeppelin CD, 2 tickets to any Broadway show I wanted, and some other smaller things. I liked it. Now I'm in bed. I should get some rest. I have work 6-11 tomorrow. Kevin doesn't come in till 10, so I'm working solo till then.

As a sort of side comment, I've been thinking more and more about Leo. I want to reach out to him. I don't know why, but I do. I don't hate him, only dislike what he's done to Bambi and I's relationship. With him in my life, it's nothing but stress all the time. I've enjoyed the stress-free feeling, but now I miss him. I've mentioned this before, but even if we were to start speaking again, we would never be the same. I ended things on bad terms, and things can't be fixed. I'll see where the future leads, but right now, he still crosses my mind. Leo, if you're reading this, I still care about you. I care about what we had. I told you that I had a tendency of lashing out. What I did was right, how I did it was wrong. All good things come to an end. I only hope you can understand.