18

Well today was an ok day. I had church for the first time in months. It felt good going back there. I'm not religious, but I find comfort in it. It reminds me of the times when my family was still united and alive. After church, I did some various housework. I helped my mother trim bushes in the front yard, I powerwashed our deck chairs and then vaccuumed the first floor of the house. After chores were done, I headed out.
Bambi turned 18 today. We planned on seeing a movie but I couldn't get to his house till around 3. When I got to his house, we talked and hung out then put in a movie. We watched the movie for maybe 15mins then started to talk and pay less attention to it. We then kissed and he felt up my butt. I recently found out that he has a butt fetish. He wants to do anal, but I'm scared. I know it'll hurt. I'm also kinda just grossed out by it. I have a slight dislike for butts. They're so dirty and nasty. Anyway, he felt me up and things got a little hot. Then we started to talk and things cooled down. I then had dinner with Bambi, his parents, his older brother and his friend Gio. It was a nice dinner. Nothing special, just hot dogs and salad. Gio and Bambi's brother left the house after dinner. Bambi and I went outside and I used his skateboard. He was helping me to get better at boarding. I'm not bad, but certainly not great. We then went inside and hung out some more. Then, I got a ride home around 7:30. It was a nice day out with him.
I came home to dinner on the table. I had some then watched tv. My mother then bitched about how I never clean or do chores. I'm now forbidden to leave the house. I had made plans to meet Leo at the park by his house to hang out tomorrow. Now, I can't go. I feel bad but he said it was ok. He called me at 10:30 and we talked for 3 1/2hrs on the phone. Crazy right? I usually HATE phone calls with a passion but I'm comfortable with Leo. I have no idea why. But anyway, now its past 2am and I'm exhausted. I don't have school anymore but I have a lot of cleaning to do tomorrow if I want to leave my house anytime soon. Ugh. Cleaning.