The Hangout

Today was a busy day. I woke up, showered then ran out the door. 2hrs on public buses later, I was at Bambi's house. We hung out at first. He made me a burrito for breakfast (although it was nearly 1pm). His brother came and left within a half hour. Then, Bambi got horny. I had my head on his crotch/leg and he kept feeling up my butt and putting his hands into my jeans. He was persistant and eventually got me horny as well. I have him a couple hickies and a bj. The bj felt kinda forced but whatever. He and I went for ice cream then came back to his house. We played Black Ops II and ate raw cookie dough. Then I painted his toe nails purple/sparkly blue.
Adri came over around 7. I was nervous about hanging out with her because I've never been around her for too long. She was sweet though. Bambi's brother, Antonio, and their friend, Gio, came over. So it was the 5 of us in one small room. Adri and Bambi played guitars and laughed. Gio and I made comments and jokes about randomness. Antonio kinda stayed to himself. To be honest, I felt kinda left out of the circle when Adri and Bambi played guitar. I wasn't jealous, I just wanted attention I guess. We continued to all hang out till I left at 9. I got home, played xbox for a bit then hung out with my mom.
Remember I had plans with Leo tomorrow? Well those changed. My mom said I couldn't hang out due to my MRI at 3pm. This is my last chance to see Leo. If I don't see him now, I won't see him for months. I need to see him before he leaves. I don't know how, but we need to see eachother. I made him a gift. Its about 75ish cards. They all have jokes or quotes on them. The cards are supposed to help him through any rough days he may have. Its nothing expensive but I hope he'll like it. I worked hard on it. If he feels sad one day, and I can't be there for him, I hope that one of my cards will make him smile. I need to give those to him before he leaves. I guess I could mail it, but it won't be the same. Whatever. I really am just hoping I can see him tomorrow. I want to hug him goodbye.