My Very Own Skateboard

I woke up to a ray of sunshine hitting my face. Normal people might smile and begin to wake up. Me? I put a pillow over my face and begged for it to go away. For some reason, I didn't want today to begin. I eventually got up and left my house. I walked 2miles to work (in the almost unbearable heat) to pick up my pay. I then took the bus to meet Bambi. He was buying a longboard today. He chose which one he wanted then bought it. He and I then left the mall and found a quiet street to skate on. I now had my skateboard and he had his longboard. It was so much fun. It reminded me that we don't always have to be touchy to be happy around eachother. I can skateboard but not perfectly. Bambi is pretty good so he was showing me new techniques. It's so hot when he skateboards. I wonder why that is..All I know, is that he's mine. And I'm his. We had a lot of fun on our date. I then went home and dyed my hair. It went from being dark brown, green and pink to being red/auburn. Its so awesome. I love it. My mom did it for me. She's so good at it. I'm lucky to have someone who can do it for me without fucking it up.
After that, the day was pretty boring. Now, I'm in bed. Tomorrow I was going to meet Leo for lunch. Plans changed. I have an appointment with an orthopedic surgeon about my ankles. I've sprained and twisted them more than you could ever imagine. When swelling and pain become a part of daily life, something is wrong. So Leo and I rescheduled for Thursday. He's coming to my neighborhood. Now since I have my skateboard, I'm gonna teach him how to ride. He doesn't know it yet, because I'm surprising him with a skateboard lesson instructed by yours truely. It should be nice.
I don't know why, but the last few hours have really brought down my mood. Like, a lot. I'm so depressed right now. Why must my emotions always get in my way. All I want is happiness. In the end, what defines happiness?