Everything is Okay

I poured out my heart and soul into a blog post. What happened? My phone deleted it ALL. I'm done. Leo wants to come back to me. He's acting like everything is ok. Everything is the way it used to be. It isn't. I don't know if it will ever be the same.
I've been so depressed for the last few days. I hate being me. I always battle with depression. I'm in a bad spot right now. Leo wants me to accept him back. I don't know if I can. I don't want to open up and be hurt. I'll write more tomorrow morning. I can't even focus. Leo. If you're reading this, I'm sorry for everything I have done. I don't know what else to say.