The Pointless Day

Today was another lazy day. I slept in late and my dad made me soup for breakfast. I relaxed and watched tv for a bit. I then vaccuumed and started laundry. My mom came home from work and said we needed to plan Father's Day tomorrow. I had totally forgotten. Oh well. So she and I went shopping for my dad and all was well. We came home and then did yardwork for my church. I'm not religious but I grew up in the church so I'm always actively involved. I'm on the Property Committee so I do a lot of outside work, cleanup and repairs with my parents. Today I mowed the two main lawns and helped my mom with whatever she needed done. I got home and watched a movie. 6 Souls. Not bad.
Oh, and did I mention that in the course of the day, Leo had a meltdown? He said he can't talk to me anymore because it only hurts and confuses us both. That is certainly true. However, I can't let go. Not yet. Or ever. Once an attachment is formed, its hard to break and in some cases, it may last forever. I think in the end he decided to stay and keep talking to me, but I'm not clear on it. I'm so depressed and tired. I'm hoping maybe a large amount of sleep will solve this. In the end, all we can do is hope.