Tomorrow is Freshman Orientation. Fuck. I'm so nervous. I'm really bad with this social interaction thing. I've heard someone say before that they think I have PTSD. I thought about it. I'm not sure. Ever since I was touched as a child, I've had many problems. I've struggled with my image and self-confidence. What if no one likes me tomorrow? What if no one talks to me? I don't want to be alone tomorrow. I never want to be alone. I'm scared. I hope that tomorrow I can post on here raving about how the day went. Hopefully I make friends. I need to at least talk to people. Dammit. I hate being so fucking awkward. Why must I be scared of people?
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